basically .. today just back to college .. and once again back to my daily routine life .. nothing much special bout today ... same as usual ..sit in class ..listen ..explain .. copy ..chat .. a bored daily routine life.
Been done some thinking today .. not bout my life plan .. adi got that long time ago .. just need to add in and adjust some .. I did told some people b4, as i said ..plan just up till 65 years old .. so far i havent change that planning.
Flash back on what I have done for the pass whole year .. did i waste my time ? I guess not .. at least i have try to work before ..at least is my 1st job. Have I help anyone before .. i guess i still doing that until now. did i hurt anyone ?? no idea bout that .. i guess i did .. is just the matter how many people goin to tell me that i actually had hurt them.
U noe wat .. is really a dog eat dog world out there .. is a world that makes the believer get killed fast. Believer means those person that actually can believe on every single person and will not suspect anything .. at least I'm one of it. Somehow, people told me before .. this type of attitude is going to kill me when i go to work. I have read it from book that actually teaches us not to be hardworking all the time .. and never ever punctual all the time. I thought it was all wrong . Somehow .. i was wrong .. for taking those are nonsense.
I thought working is someplace ..which is a nice place i thought .. i can have a peaceful working enviroment .. not to point out as where i work .. coz i really like the place. So no point spoiling its name .. but i did mention to all my frens. Working in that place was fun .. i could just even work for fun .. work for free without getting any paid. Everytime work .. i just able to reach early .. and back late at nite .. which is normal . coz my shift is either after 3pm or full day ..so i have to stay till nite .. no matter wat. Everything seems good .. until then .. something happen ... things changed so fast ... and I lost my job .. partly i resign coz i do not want to get fired .. i just know i goin to get it sooner or later. After resign .. i saw them need help .. so i offer back again .. and .. the main reason they dun want to get me back .. is worried bout my working style .. she just worried i able to take over her place one day. I just show too agressive in working. Now i abit regret ... i should not done my job dat fast and ... over ? sigh ...
Dog eat dog world .. the 1st time i noe this word is when i listen to the song from PopShuvit. Dog eat dog .. that is how the world is .. the real world. is just a big warfare .. u will never noe what is goin to happen .. u will never noe who is good and bad. Besides ... basically ... u will find hard to trust someone. My 1st work .. at least .. not dat bad .. but is still happens.
The Dog eat dog world can hapepn is alot of place .. even in college .. Has been the class rep since the day i join the coll .. and until now .. i still the class rep .. seems like no one wanna take the job.. y ?? no one loves to work .. I was ok with everything ... but somehow .. when times .. u need help .. ppl just turn their back on you .. and that time u really feel helpless .. perhaps .. this is life ?
Trustng people agian and again .. cause me into trouble ..since F5 i had already experience dat .. or earlier ago .. got backstab for dunno how many times .. from the person i thought is my best fren .. u noe how hurt is dat ..
Life .. is like this .. is just a plain dog eat dog world out there .. just beware
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